butterflies of doom (mhuwhaha)
Tuesday, September 13, 2005
==> new start Hemelsvuur turned into _psycho_kitten_ probbaly still use this one tho, sometimes
Friday, September 2, 2005
oh my gnomes (dont say i dont have respect for other people believes... eh greg ><)
I dont want to go to work, i hate my job
why seem everyone i care for just want to play their silly games with me
perhaps they dont think im a humanbeing with feelings
it must be so nice to stab that figurine knife in my heart and dance in the spay of blood, soaking their hair
would it make them immortal like with the blood of a dragon?
interesting thought at 4.30am omg...
and i think i need to talk seriously about the baby stuff in my head
because it starts to haunt me and everyone thinks im very confused or something. blaat ><
Friday, August 19, 2005
cant stop listening to this song ><
i got a moodswing and i hate moodswings.
and why did i said yes...
im getting in so much trouble >
Thursday, August 11, 2005
Thursday, July 21, 2005
patrick je bent geweldig! knufff
und schnell! nach unsere slutmobile!!!
SLUTWEAR DADADADADADADADA \m/
Wednesday, July 13, 2005
Friday, July 1, 2005
daaraan wil ik trouwens nog even toevoegen dat mn vader het volgens mij niet van plan was ofzo, niet suididaal whatever.
Friday, June 17, 2005
Friday, June 3, 2005
Ill be gone till next friday
so ill catch up on you all later, if I survive
Wednesday, May 25, 2005
Epica preformance in Eden in about 2 weeks
DEMENTIA >< in their prepreformance with 80% change he'd be their said he
and I may come with him in their crew backstage, said he
I think I deserve that (;p) because I designed their bandshirt (see pics.)
but I dont believe it, ill see...
its a little pin up devil with a tritant whitch says Dementia
and audiowaves, they make speed en death metal something like that
de achter kant is een grapje van mezelf
ach ja... er staat One day flies taking over the world (Mhuwhahaha) droogheid
truste ben nogal dood examens blaat...
Monday, May 23, 2005
Tuesday, May 10, 2005
o and my last guenna pig (das een cavia ja :D) died today
and my parents dont want any other pets anymore :(
is it that weird that I want to learn how to give a good erotic/sensual massage??? dont be so prude people... thats so sad...
Sunday, May 8, 2005
The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.
In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.
You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered.
Thursday, May 5, 2005
Monday, May 2, 2005
omg omg im having so much fun with myself right now
haha I found a cd i never listend before
and it has all old skool and dance on it
its so briljant
Sunday, April 24, 2005
hm ik heb de disco overleeft
was opzich best leuk
toen het eng werd door dronken jongens die nergens meer van af konden blijven >< ben ik gegaan
nou gister de fantasy fair
ik had nooit gedacht dat mensen ons leuk zouden vinden
maar om de 2 min stonden we stil voor een foto echt super vet ^^
kleine meisjes wilde met mij op de foto en ik voelde me even heel speciaal ^^
en voor we het wisten stonden we op het podium voor de kostuum wedstrijd
niet gewonnen hoor maar het was wel super vet ^^
fotos komen nog :)
Thursday, April 21, 2005
oooh feeling a bid sad right now
I feel like I lose a bit innocence and naive every day
growing up bah ><
well nighty night to all ^^
Tuesday, April 19, 2005
Ancient ritual part 2 (cry of the Amazons)
It’s a haze of Ancient Murderer
It’s a cold summer night
It’s the last Birth from Fire
Maybe just the way He fights
It’s how we survived the Cold Darkness
It’s how we save the Pureness of Soul
It’s how he perpetrated through Fire
It’s the way He teach us all
It’s the ancient God we worship
Without doubt in Labyrinth of mind
It’s a way to live the Cycle
It’s the way of our Divine
Sing sisters! Sing for this night!
Sing for protection sing for our pride
Sing He will save us! Sing for our souls!
Sing for our weakness that frightens us all
Sing for our New Born! Sing for her Goal!
Sing for our God that he may protect us all
Sunday, April 17, 2005
Shyness, silence, Porcelain Goddess
wrapped in a misty Cloak
her only protection
‘Don’t Fear my Dear’
holy Fire burns, awakens Souls
dance before the wild Hunt
a shameless dance
‘Without Fear my Dear’
before me, an ancient Ritual
before I penetrate through Fire
become shameless, Goddess
‘Abandon Fear my Dear’
you’re a ruined Temple at my Feet
get up new born Amazon
go for the wild Hunt
‘A Hunt without Fear my Dear’
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