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Tuesday, September 13, 2005

1:01PM

==> new start Hemelsvuur turned into _psycho_kitten_  probbaly still use this one tho, sometimes

 

Friday, September 2, 2005

4:50AM

oh my gnomes (dont say i dont have respect for other people believes... eh greg ><)
I dont want to go to work, i hate my job
im sick
sad
why seem everyone i care for just want to play their silly games with me
perhaps they dont think im a humanbeing with feelings
it must be so nice to stab that figurine knife in my heart and dance in the spay of blood, soaking their hair
would it make them immortal like with the blood of a dragon?
interesting thought at 4.30am omg...
and i think i need to talk seriously about the baby stuff in my head
because it starts to haunt me and everyone thinks im very confused or something. blaat ><
g2g
sigh

Current mood: sick

Friday, August 19, 2005

8:22PM

cant stop listening to this song ><
i got a moodswing and i hate moodswings.
and why did i said yes...
im getting in so much trouble >

Current mood: blaat

Thursday, August 11, 2005

1:16PM

its silent...
buzy

Thursday, July 21, 2005

10:45PM

patrick je bent geweldig! knufff
und schnell! nach unsere slutmobile!!!
SLUTWEAR DADADADADADADADA \m/

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

2:31PM

It was nice to have my heart broken again
thank u so much
...

Current mood: crushed

Friday, July 1, 2005

10:20PM

daaraan wil ik trouwens nog even toevoegen dat mn vader het volgens mij niet van plan was ofzo, niet suididaal whatever.

Friday, June 17, 2005

8:23AM

geslaaaaaaagd
*waanzinnig van geluk* IEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Current mood: hyper

Friday, June 3, 2005

8:27AM

Ill be gone till next friday
so ill catch up on you all later, if I survive
love

Current mood: tired

Wednesday, May 25, 2005

10:09PM

Epica preformance in Eden in about 2 weeks
DEMENTIA >< in their prepreformance with 80% change he'd be their said he
and I may come with him in their crew backstage, said he
I think I deserve that (;p) because I designed their bandshirt (see pics.)
but I dont believe it, ill see...

 voorkant shirt
its a little pin up devil with a tritant whitch says Dementia
and audiowaves, they make speed en death metal something like that

detail foto

 de achter kant is een grapje van mezelf
ach ja... er staat One day flies taking over the world (Mhuwhahaha) droogheid

truste ben nogal dood examens blaat...

 

Current mood: exhausted

Monday, May 23, 2005

8:09AM

ok... hahaha with my examstress I forgot my own birthday >< doh =P

Current mood: rushed

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

10:42PM

o and my last guenna pig (das een cavia ja :D) died today
and my parents dont want any other pets anymore :(

Current mood: disappointed

10:28PM

is it that weird that I want to learn how to give a good erotic/sensual massage??? dont be so prude people... thats so sad...

Current mood: naughty

Sunday, May 8, 2005

12:50PM


The Keys to Your Heart



You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered.



What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Current mood: calm

Thursday, May 5, 2005

9:49AM

'ART'Collapse )

Current mood: sick

Monday, May 2, 2005

3:16PM

omg omg im having so much fun with myself right now
haha I found a cd i never listend before
and it has all old skool and dance on it
its so briljant
^^
freestyler! ^^
prodigy
and stuff
woot

Current mood: giggly

Sunday, April 24, 2005

6:54PM

hm ik heb de disco overleeft
haha
was opzich best leuk
toen het eng werd door dronken jongens die nergens meer van af konden blijven >< ben ik gegaan

nou gister de fantasy fair
haha
ik had nooit gedacht dat mensen ons leuk zouden vinden
maar om de 2 min stonden we stil voor een foto echt super vet ^^
kleine meisjes wilde met mij op de foto en ik voelde me even heel speciaal ^^
en voor we het wisten stonden we op het podium voor de kostuum wedstrijd
haha
ok dan
niet gewonnen hoor maar het was wel super vet ^^
fotos komen nog :)

Current mood: loved

Thursday, April 21, 2005

10:34PM

oooh feeling a bid sad right now
I feel like I lose a bit innocence and naive every day
growing up bah ><

well nighty night to all ^^

Current mood: sad

Tuesday, April 19, 2005

9:41PM

 

Ancient ritual part 2 (cry of the Amazons)

 

It’s a haze of Ancient Murderer

It’s a cold summer night

It’s the last Birth from Fire

Maybe just the way He fights

 

It’s how we survived the Cold Darkness

It’s how we save the Pureness of Soul

It’s how he perpetrated through Fire

It’s the way He teach us all

 

It’s the ancient God we worship

Without doubt in Labyrinth of mind

It’s a way to live the Cycle

It’s the way of our Divine

 

Sing sisters! Sing for this night!

Sing for protection sing for our pride

Sing He will save us! Sing for our souls!

Sing for our weakness that frightens us all

Sing for our New Born! Sing for her Goal!

Sing for our God that he may protect us all

 

 

 

Current mood: creative

Sunday, April 17, 2005

2:00PM

Ancient Ritual

 

Shyness, silence, Porcelain Goddess

wrapped in a misty Cloak

her only protection

 

‘Don’t  Fear my Dear’

 

holy Fire burns, awakens Souls

dance before the wild Hunt

a shameless dance

 

‘Without Fear my Dear’

 

before me, an ancient Ritual

before I penetrate through Fire

become shameless, Goddess

 

‘Abandon Fear my Dear’

 

you’re a ruined Temple at my Feet

get up new born Amazon

go for the wild Hunt

 

‘A Hunt without Fear my Dear’

 

Current mood: indescribable

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